Everybody get down on Friday!

Today is exponentially better than yesterday. 

The terribleness of yesterday can only be chalked up to one thing: my shitty attitude.  I know, I know.  I suck at life. But it was just one of those days that I was feeling bad and nothing was going to make me feel better.  I am having fewer and fewer of those, though.

To counter yesterday, today I got to work early, had free lunch, vegan cookies, I get to leave work at 3 and I had sex with Matt at like 1am.  That's always a good start to a new 24 hours. 

I hope no one ever really reads this blog because it's quite candid of me and I'm not sure if I'm comfortable with that.

Either way, I'm going to keep yapping because it's what I like to do.

So get this right...a few weeks after I started seeing Matt, I went to Kansas City for a wedding with Ashley's (the BFF) cousin.  I told him I was going andddd I told him that I would pretty much for 100% sure be having sex with Ash's cousin.  I get home, and he asks if I did, and I say yeah andddd he flips shit. 

Whatever, I mean he's clearly over it now and I told him I wouldn't do that, and I haven't.  But...BUTTTTT the kicker is, he said that he would have rather I lied to him.

WHAT?!  WHY?!  That is fucked up!

Fast forward to this past week mmmk? So Ashley's cousin has been talking to me, and I've been responding.  I mean, I don't dislike him...I just don't...idk.  I really have no idea.  I guess I'm hung up on Matt. 

Anyway, he was texting me last night and then I got drunk and had sex with Matt..blah blah...I was preoccupied.  So when I told Lance (Ash's cousin) that I was drinking last night, he was like, "Wow, no drunk texts to anyone"?  And I responded with noooo because I was preoccupied. 

I thought that wouldn't solicit questions, but apparently it did because he "didn't get it". So I told him I was having sex with Matt.  And he was like, "I don't want to know".  Ok, whatever.  Then don't ask questions!  And I responded with, "Just being honest". TOOOO which he responded, "Just lie".

WHAT THE FUCKKK is wrong with guys?!

Like seriously.  Never in my life have I requested that someone lie to me.  I HATE being lied to.  In fact, if I even suspect someone is lying, I will immediately start trying to dig up the truth.  And then, if I find out it's a lie, I will throw a big, baby fit.  DO NOT LIE TO ME.

Because of this, I do not lie to other people.  Apparently, many people want to be lied to. 

I have come to the conclusion that lies are what is wrong with the world.  Just look at our government, it's based on lies.  All of you fucking weirdos are perpetuating this. 

If you would rather hear a lie than the truth, ask yourself why.  The answer is because the truth hurts.  And if the truth hurts you, change it.  I was honest with Matt, he was pissed and didn't want to talk to me.  So I begged for his forgiveness.  Forgive and forget.

Be open and honest.  Expect the same from others.   Forgive and forget.  These are the keys to happiness in life.   Those things, and of course love :-)