While I just breathed a huge sigh of relief, I still feel like I might have a panic attack at any second.
I just finished talking to my boss about the Little Rock move. I've been beside myself with anxiety because even with the raise, I doubt I could afford to move. Not right now when I still have my car payments, I'm trying to pay off my credit card, andddd I start repayment on my student loans in June. Then to have rent and utilities on top of that, while working on a non-profit salary...this makes me want to have a panic attack again.
Also, Mary told me that Amy had at least three opportunities before her promotion, but didn't want to move. That being said...I could end up somewhere wayyyy cooler than Arkansas. Which makes me feel a lot better and like I'm not giving up my only opportunity. Thank freaking God.
Now I just have to figure out how to repay my stupid loans; they don't make this shit easy. And I get to live with Ashley now. YAYYYY BEST FRIENDSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!
I still feel like I might projectile vomit at any second.
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