Here's something

So I've talked about this before.  And it's irritating to me.  Maybe if I rant about it, I'll feel better.

If you tried so fucking hard to talk to me, which I know you did, and you still like me now...why stop with cutesy shit?  I mean, I call it cutesy shit, but I like it!  And the persistence.  I mean, persistent while not being up my ass.  It was perfect. 

And now I'm irritated.  And tired of trying.  It's exhausting to me.  And can't be healthy.  What is the point?  What are you intentions?!  What do you expect from me??

I need answers to these questions.  I need to know whether I should reserve my emotions or just go with them.  Because I am really starting to care.  A lot.  And I don't know if I've ever felt a connection like I do now.

I mean, a person has an infinite amount of love, and therefore can potentially love anyone.  But there is a lot to be said about an automatic connection, especially one that I initially fought against.  With a vengeance. 

I am over thinking this...which I always do.  Another test! 

I'm tired of being tested.  I would just like answers :-) This patience thing is not going well for me.  Or is it?